I am still high on life from comments you guys have made all day. It is really cool. Hearing from the woman that took me to my first meeting was good. I also heard from a friend, former team mates who also has taken similar steps in his life. He remembered a time I helped him in his quest for sobriety. That pretty made my day.
If your life is unmanageable, if you think you might be powerless over alcohol, there is help out there. Remember, you are worth it!